It has taken me fourteen years to put this experience down on paper, to tell the world my whole story, to open-up the deepest, most painful wound imaginable. It won’t be easy, but it is a necessary step on my path to heal, and I hope that it somehow helps others to embody a more fully lived life. This will be a brief account of the events that occurred 14 years ago when I was just a young 29 year old new mother of a beautiful baby boy. One sunny day in Costa Rica where we liv